20 din pahle hi to College se nikle, abhi to uss zone/sadme se baahar bhi nhi aae and this Office Life.
A day before my parents and my younger brother came to see me off. As for the first time I was going far away from my home, they were emotional I too was emotional, but I trying to be practical "One has to leave home town to do good/"
I don't know who the hell once told me "Aapki Janm Bhoomi aapki Karm Bhoomi nhi ban Sakti" or it was the seed of my own brain, I don't remember.
I went to Noida on 26th June, with a heavy heart, but with a positive vibe, but with an anxiety too.
Watching those big buildings with big brands while entering Noida was a blow to my mind and a gist of pressure.
I was anxious, about my tomorrow's joining i.e, 27th June, 2019, as it was too quick for me.
I didn't knew what the day i.e, 26th June ahead had in its pocket.
At the eavning while talking to my friend we came to know that our 8th Semester result is out.
My anxiety at its 100 levels of peak.
Why...why why why????? today...
After a few seconds I came to know I scored 75% along with a Backlog... That's funny you know, heart wrenching at the same time, backlog and 75%.
My anxiety levels at zero, coolness of body can be felt.
Scary visuals of whether I be able to join tomorrow or not ,or I will have to get back from where I have come, with all my luggage.
Calling all my college faculties, they all calling me, and vice versa. They all consoling me and I am consoling myself calling my seniors and instead of calming me down they are like Ye kya Kar diya (In Engineering language)
I Couldn't forget that day.
But after all the drama in my head, I thought(See what kind of kiddo I was)...
I was like... Kal Jo hoga Dekha jaaega I should be Proud Btech ke 1st Semester me back and at the end Btech ke last Semester me back, Aur Btech Kiya aur usme back Nahi lagi to kya khaak Engineering kari. Wowwwww what a great record I have.
And with this so much (pseudo)positivity I went to sleep.
Tada...
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